Vegan Life For Sure

 Boy did I miss being a vegan. I was a vegan last year for about 3 months. And I caved in with the sudden craving a juicy steak. 200 pounds and lazy/ a year later. I feel like I cant beileve i made it this far. Over a damn steak. But now that I am back to being vegan, as of now day 3. With the exception of having a craving for some wings. That wasnt even worth it! 3 meals throughout the day were all vegan. Except that late night craving. From being easily influenced on food tiktok. I now know what triggers me to have late night cravings. 1 staying up late. 2 scrolling on tiktok. and 3 watching Mav cook his gourmet meals in the back of his truck. 

Ive got to have better control of myself. If this is something Im going to be doing the rest of my life. Vegan food is so delicious!! I dont even realize the difference. I was so disgusted by the thought and sight of meat. And watching how meat is produced, and killed on youtube made me want to be a vegan even more. 

Seafood out of all things. My favorite food in the world. Has always been seafood. From shrimp and crab legs, mussels and crawfish. After suddenly realizing just how dirty the ocean is. And only imagining how much drugs, and garbage they pull out of the ocean right along with the seafood, thats being sent to warehouses to be clean and "sanitized" for people like me who love seafood to purchase and take home to cook and eat! 

Of course Im sure the vegetables and fruit Ive been eating I know sure isn't any better. Especially getting it from these local grocery stores. But what can I do for now?

I guess Ill just take the risk, as long as I soak everything in salt vinegar water....i should be fine right??

Im speaking my future big backyard into existence. So I can some day grow my own produce. But for now...Ill just continue to trust God and hope for the best. 

Now if youre wondering what does over coming depression and going vegan have to do with anything...

Well apparently we are what we eat. So im choosing to go vegan not only to look better, and loose weight, but also to clear my mind more. To reach a new level of understanding. Taking care of my self in this way will help me to feel good about myself. This is an act of self love for myself.